三月后

Just got home from the airport after sending V off and I feel like crying again. My eyes started turning watery the moment V walked towards the departure gate and wave...... Omg, quite embarrassing because no one else cried. V didn't see me cry because I hid behind B :'( even the rest were shocked and told me its only three months. I guess I am an #overlyattachedfriend

The ones left in the Fatties Clique...... and B isn't a fatty anymore. Look at my army boy, he lost SO MUCH weight. Total stranger now hahaha! B said that i've upgraded I am the only one in the obese clique now boohoo.

:'( So my bestest friend is somewhere in the air now flying to Hongkong before transiting to Shanghai. I'm starting to miss her already and it has only been an hour. My phone is soooo quiet and its unusual because the both of us go crazy at weird timings (ok maybe the whole day), but she's the only one who will probably entertain me during odd timings. Ahhhh can't wait for V to arrive at HK so she can use her phone to WA me!!! If you're reading this (I think you secretly stalk me one la) PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF AND BE SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Work hard for your internship but remember not to stress yourself out too much ok cos knowing you, you always panic over the smallest things. Gonna be missing our random kimchi soup dates, steamboat dates, ikea dates and so on, there's too many things to be listed! Most importantly I am gonna miss you and our daily WA nonsense. Hahah I know I am talking no sense here because you still can WA. But its not gonna be as often cos she's gonna be a busy bee!!!! Three months will pass in a blink of an eye right right righttttttttttttttttttttt. Gonna be waiting for you to be back so we can eat and do girl girl stuff and eat and zouk and eat and nua errrdayyy errrnight together. LUV U MIZZ U SEE U SOON MY BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhh what would I do without B. Thank you for cabbing down when I said I was all alone and despite you being sooooo tired (even though the main purpose was to send V off!!! But you were lazy hor, fickle-minded). You can be such a darling but can also be a total asshole. Thank you for allowing me to bury my face while I cried. Wouldn't know what would I do if you weren't there since I don't know any of V's poly friends and I am not that close with V's Dunman friends. Hehehe even though you scolded me just now for being an embarrassment I forgive you. Also because you listened to my rants on the bus journey when you could have slept........ and also assuring me with a hug before you alighted and telling me that you'll try your best to meet me and will always answer my calls. But most importantly, you have been there since years back!

*B is NOT my boyfriend!! He's attached and we're just very very very close friends hor*

Mini update: 1 week of my holidays just flew by. I have done NOTHING productive at all. All I have done is sleep and plant myself in front of the TV/laptop. When I say sleep, I really mean that I sleep for 14 hours or more.... Hahaha well done! *clapclap* 3 more weeks of the same old routine and I am gonna be depress soon. Its sooooooo boring everyday I just wanna hide under my blanket. I have cried twice because I was B O R E D T O D E A T H.