TWO - ZERO - ONE - THREE

*this was suppose to be posted on 31st December but I didn't finish the draft hehe*

So… today is the last day of 2013. Just like any other year, the last post would be a summary of the year.

2012 was reallyyyyyyyyy a disastrous year but I am so thankful 2013 made up for it.

In 2013;

• Collected my Olevels results and it wasn't up to expectations
• Officially eft my comfort zone (Dunman)
• Entered a new environment and made new friends (SIM)
• Met people from all walks of life
• Handled new modules
• Embraced myself and work together with people whom I never felt comfortable with
• Fell in love, fell out of love, fell in love again
• Turned legal F I N A L L Y
• Partied- eat, rave, sleep, repeat
• Lost a group of girls
• Learnt not to trust people easily
• Gained weight
• BKK
• Learnt to be independent
• BFF left for 3 months and I survived
• A new family member joined my family, Doughnut- conquered my fear of dogs (ok maybe I am only not afraid of dodo)
• Got closer to my cousins
• Attended concerts after concerts -The Script, Jay Chou, G-Dragon, SHINee, Kwang Soo, Lee Min Ho

And so much more I just can't list them out…

Well, I must say that 2013 was really a fulfilling year. Thank you everyone who has never given up on me no matter what my flaws are. Thank you for always encouraging me as well as tolerating all my nonsensical attitude. Thank you for lending a listening ear whenever I have something to rant. Thank you for always taking care of me like a big baby. My family, my cousins, purplepaus, camillia, SIM mates, the jc girls, my group of party animals, dragon boat boy and of course my BFF V; no words can express how thankful I am to have you in my life. Ya, you may think that I ain't on talking terms with the jc girls anymore, I am still thankful for the times when I had them by my side ok!!! And I've been complaining about not being close and all with my SIM mates buttttttttttttt I still appreciate them for trying. To purplepaus, all of you are in the same school (except me and xanne) thank you for always making the effort to check on me and trying your best to help me whenever I feel lost. My family and cousins, thank you for always being there and giving in to me, buying me everything I want. The party animals for always taking care of me when I am damn high and all. Dragon boat boy for loving me and accommodating to me. Camillia for the fan girling moments as well as bitching times. Lastly, BFF V has played the biggest role in my life. We talk everyday without fail (except the days when she's busy in Shanghai), but thank you for tolerating me, thank you for all the (unknowingly) h2h talks, thank you for keeping all my secrets and blahblahblah. I LOVE Y'ALL!!!

This post pretty much sums up the year. I hope 2014 will be a better year!!!! Motto: STUDY HARD AND PARTY HARD. Yeah, I definitely need to study hard to assure that I will graduate in September. I can do this. & omg, I'm turning 19 this year. The last year of my teen years. Jengjengjeng reality is sinking in... It's also time to let go of the past, just be happy, move on and learn from my mistakes. #icandothis