Post concert withdrawal

Having very bad withdrawal symptoms of the concert right now and I just feel like crying? I can't stop watching videos I took of Bigbang and Kwon Twins!!!! So glad Bigbang was the last group to perform before the encore and the guards didn't really care when all of us whipped out our phones. Wished I recorded lies and Haru Haru properly though, why they perform this two songs halfway through the concert and not at the end!! But I guess a screen with heads and snippets of their blur figure will do fine since there's still their live singing. Sigh I love Bigbang so much. 7 years and counting.......... Really wish Seungri came, but please be fine soon! And argh numerous number of eye contact I had with Kwon twins... I can't forget about it. How can anyone be so cute and hot at the same time. I can't stop replaying the scene in my mind when Deuk smirked and wink. Wtf? I literally just looked at cam and just screamed like a crazy girl. + I managed to touch him when he was bare bodied?And Dony liked my picture of him on Instagram earlier today????? 

I feel that I am blessed in so many ways. Thank you God for everything ;-)

Ok I think I just need to re-watch my heaven video and just cry out loud.