Wednesday, 31 December 2014

2014 in a nutshell

I'm on the train now on the way to the floating platform for countdown so I might as well blog.... I was conflicted if I should do a "throwback" of my 2014. I reckon that maybe I should, for keepsake. However, I will not make it cliche with pictures and ya da ya da but I will try to focus more on my feelings and what I have learnt through this year. I doubt anyone would read such a wordy post or for that matter, no one visits my blog. But here it goes..

2014 was absolutely great! The year zoomed by and it didn't felt like a year at all. I only started to feel that it was 2014 at the seventh month mark. Is it just me or time passes waaaaay quicker as you grow older? Or is it because we are older we don't really care about what's happening? Take for example birthdays and festive seasons, all of us used to be so excited for these festive seasons to come but as you grow older, you just feel that it is just like any other day. & when its the public holidays for any occasions we thank god because it means a break from our hectic schedule like school or work. 

I sure had a few setbacks through the year but I'm pretty certain that there were more good times as compared to the bad.
 
This year I learnt who are the ones who will stick by my side through the good and bad. This year I haven't given up on any friends unlike last year which was a huggeeeeeeee mistake. But yup, no looking back. What's done is done. It was a struggle to see pictures of them together but I stayed strong and told myself just adjust life to how it was before I knew them. But I'm truly happy that you girls are happy! Instead, this year I have made new friends who made it to my list of "friends worth keeping"! I am glad the year has also allowed me to bond more with the friendships that are on-going. 

This year I have turned into an "adult" to make wise decisions as well as to face the society. That is stepping out of my comfort zone. I admit that at times I do think about how life was when I was in my comfort zone. How I was spoon-fed by my dedicated teachers, how un-selfish my classmates were. Not saying that my SIM classmates are selfish but they are just different.... Dunman was home. Dunman is my family. Now that I've graduate, I do miss my classmates at times. It certainly does feel weird not to see them now when we've been seeing each other for 6 days a week. & now that all of us are going separate ways, though different schools.... It's weirdddddd. I am sorry for being such a bitch on my bad days. It was only recently that I've adapted to my classmates and school but time wasn't enough because I'm entering a new phrase of life pretty soon. I wish I treasured what I had earlier. 

The highlight of this year is that I have achieved yet another milestone in life. Last year's resolution was to study hard enough so I can graduate smoothly in September this year..... I didn't complete my diploma in September but I managed to complete this course just 3 weeks ago, even though I wasn't expecting to. Again, I would like to show my appreciation for everyone who has stood by me through this journey and provided me with tremendous support. I hope I have made you all proud. I AM A DIPLOMA GRADUATE BABEHHHH!

Hmm I guess that is pretty much the highlights of my 2014. 2014 was so so so so so so sooo good to me. I don't know what is in store for 2015 but I certainly believe 2015 will be an even better year. I hope I don't jinx it heh. Looking forward to the korea trip with my bff and the start of my uni life (even though I'm quite scared). Also hitting the big 2 in 5 months time. I need to step up my game and be a more responsible person! In 2015, I also hope to control my diet and start exercising more! My goal is also to read more (I love love love reading) than what I did in 2014! I really need to improve on my command of English and be more expressive with words. 

Have a blessed new year y'all!!!!! I'm ready to usher in the new year with Big Bang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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