It's only the second day of school...... And I'm dreading the days ahead already. Typing this in lecture now and I honestly just wanna let my tears roll down my cheeks. Everyone have this clique in class and they're so chatty. I know I've been complaining in my past entries in how much I don't really feel the connection with my classmates except my homies (the first group of friends from my very first class). Now I love A&C so much. A has moved on and C withdrew. I'm just a loner in class now. Sure there are people who resem but they have their friends with them??? I'm friends with th but maybe like hi bye and a few sentence. So it's damn awkward.... And their clique is quite big I don't know how to fit in. Feels so weird joining then for group work too. Feel so extra because I'm just the odd one out and it's like they took me in because they pity me lol. I'm thankful I'm only taking two modules and the group work is just a paragraph for each individuals. For POM, each has to produce a 2.5 pages long essay and we have to relate with the other parts. This means more communication and meet ups. But I am glad that is over.
I really hate meeting new people. Just wanna be in the comfort of all my old friends.BUT THIS IS LIFE I GOTTA ACCEPT THIS CRUEL REALITY.
Can't wait for break to come so I can meet my homies. That's if we have the same break time. Sigh.
Can 21st May just come already?!?!?!?!?!
And this two act cool guys (but cannot make it) beside me need to stop being so excited over clash of the titans. Stop swinging/ jerking your chair and giggling. Ya pls just leave the class and go for your smoke break.
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